The tracklisting

1. Do or Die
2. Tough Love
3. She Likes(Bittersweet Love)
4. Take It Slow
5. Hip Hop Chick
6. What Do You Want from Me

Bounus Track:

Hawkbot-feat. Chae Hawk

1. Ian gets out of the pysch ward in 13 days
2. I went to do my Butterfly Effect on Ian not cutting
3. These 2 kids thought they were so cool annoying me in my Reading class and it all started because I kicked some kids' pen
4. I think this kid David in my math(s) class likes me.
5. I have bio homework to do. It won't take me forever though
6. I think I'm making cookies sometime this weekend
7. I have to clean my room(but I always say this every weekend though)
8. I think I found out what I want for Christmas
9. I only have 2 more days of school this week
10. I don't know who to turn to with what
11. I don't know what I want for dinner

 My 2nd book review is called Vibes by Amy Kathleen Ryan.

This is all about to change. Kristi's mother becomes Chief of Surgery working normal hours. Her father decides to pay a visit after two years. And she's partnered with Gusty for the school's self improvement Character Education Project. What else can happen? The story is told in the first person, in the voice of the psychic teenaged girl. Her voice is unique and fresh.

This is realistic fiction set in today's world. The main character's parents are separated and her mother is a workaholic surgeon climbing the ladder at the local hospital. The main character, Kristie, is unhappy and disconnected from her parents (her surgeon father has been volunteering in Africa for a couple of years). Kristi tries very hard to be different and disconnected from her fellow students (wearing heavy makeup and dressing in homemade weird clothes from trash found in garbage bins on the street). As with many of today's teenage girls, Kristi uses profanity and thinks she is ugly and makes other negative statements about herself. Also typical of real life, many of the teenaged boys are more interested in looking at her large breasts than looking at her face.

Kristi is a self-conscious and headstrong young woman who has a poor image of herself as being overweight. She is a healthy eater - meaning that she occasionally likes to overindulge on things like pizza with everything on it or calorie-rich desserts, when her mother would rather she ate steamed vegetables and tofu. Like many people, she uses eating food as a way to comfort herself when she feels sad, depressed, alone, or rejected. She believes other people, especially ones she considers to be "beautiful," are thinking bad thoughts about her - that she's fat, ugly, and "sick" looking - and she at least partially believes that what they think is true, though she hates that they think such things.

The school she attends, Journeys, is different; its curriculum stresses independent thinking and student participation in contributing ideas about individual projects, such as one Kristi's friend Jacob Flax comes up with to improve himself. She doesn't like the school, believing that the curriculum is too touchy-feely and that she's not learning much, and she imagines most of the other students don't like her and are thinking bad things about her. The negative vibes they put off that she picks up are the biggest reason why she doesn't like going to school at Journeys. On top of all that, Kristi thinks that her mother drove her father away from them, and she often hates her mother, with whom she lives, and the fact that her father abandoned them.

Kristi gets matched up with Gusty for a project where students are teamed with a "peer partner" of the opposite gender.  Kristi thinks that Gusty really doesn't want to be teamed up with her, and that anyone as hot as Gusty would only agree to being partners with her to make the best of a bad situation. She believes that if you're beautiful, you must be correspondingly shallow and stupid, and that beauty is nature's way of compensating for these other defects.
However, Kristi gradually finds out that most of what she thought was true isn't true at all. She may be very tuned in to the vibes people throw off, to the point of sometimes being able to read minds, but her interpretation of what she reads in the vibes is not always accurate. Gusty doesn't think she's fat and has paid another student twenty dollars to switch partners so he can be teamed with her. She discovers that Gusty is not as dumb as she thought but is smart in many different ways. Also, when her father comes to town from Africa, where he's been doing medical work, she learns more about him, and she develops more of a feeling of respect for her mother.But she also has a secret that helps alienate her from all those she can't stand, she can hear what others are thinking, she can read minds. The mind reading was supposed to be used as a tool- I think for Kristi's development and for her to deal with her father's leaving, her mother would start drinking, her best friend's abandonment but that's what made this book different from other books

On my note: I'm gonna log out. Its after midnight here.

Me, You and My Medication by Boys Like Girls 

The Great Ecsape by Boys Like Girls 

Like We Used Too by A Rocket to the Moon

One Man Drinking Games by Mayday Parade 

Therapy by All Time Low

Two Days Old by Cash Cash

Always Attract by You Me at Six

 Champange's For Celebrating(I'll Have a Martini) by Mayday Parade

This Is Our Town by We The Kings  

Lullabies by All Time Low

Use Sombody by Kings of Leon

I give it a 5/5.

The one thing Owen, Frank, Audrey, and Jin-Ae all have in common is: they all want to die. They meet after they all tried to commit suicide.They made a pact that said that they would go on a trip in the summer.They all go on a trip to famous celebrities, authors, and sport players tombstones that are in the US. When they go on this trip they decide that at Death Valley California U.S.A they have to off themselves. Once in California they go visit Forrest,Owen's brother's tombstone Along the way, they bond over their own dark impulses prior. As they drive cross-country bonding over their dark impulses, sharing their deepest secrets and desires, living it up, hooking up, and becoming true friends, each must decide whether life is worth living--or if there's no turning back. Owen can't remember a time in his life when he was truly happy. Ever since his brother's death when we was seven, his life has been dull, lonely, and slow, punctuated by numerous suicide attempts.

The four of them make a suicide pact-they will take a cross country road trip from New Jersey to Death Valley, visiting the graves of famous people who committed suicide, and at the end of the line, they'll all end their lives together. Owen's eyes, and his character is developed through a series of online chats, top ten lists, recollections of the past, and his time quietly observing the present. The alternating modes of character disclosure build suspense throughout the book, causing readers to seriously ponder the outcome of the road trip-but Borris keeps you guessing until the very end. This is a novel of desperation and loneliness, and of the strong compulsion that humankind has to attempt to make connections. Unexpected, heartbreaking, and raw, Crash into Me takes readers on a car trip they'll never forget.

Crash Into Me is a morbid spin on the much loved "epic road trip novel"- all of the characters set out on the trip with the set decision of dying when they reach the end. While in the psych ward he meets Jin-Ae, a closeted lesbian who goes to his school who can not deal with her parents' super restrictiveness and looks to suicide as an escape.A plan forms to meet each other to head out on a cross country road trip to hit up all the graves of famous suicides ending in Death Valley where they will all take their own lives. The novel is fast-paced and completely engrossing. Interwoven through-out the main story are IM conversations and lists created by the group about best ways to die, top famous suicides, top mass murders, and a lot of other random facts about death.The characters are completely infatuated with death and dying and have almost encyclopedic knowledge about celebrity suicides and death in general. Owen,Frank, Jin-Ae, and Audrey have never been happy. On the way, they find friendship and happiness that they have never had before. Maybe there is more to life then the pain and the sadness that they have had experienced.

aren't reading books anymore. Which is why 

I'm gonna do a book review on all the books 

I've been reading for my own pleasure or

 I have to read for my classes.

I'm the bold

He's the underlined

 "But Ted what would you do if we aren't American citizens?"

"What are then you doing in America?"

"For  better educidution,better jobs, and to get away from it all. "

"Then get out of my country you.. tradior

"Ted I'm not a 'tradior'. Nothing gives you that right to call me names"

" Are you an American citizen? If you're not then get out of my country."

I have no problem talking about drugs,cutting and everything else.

But I think this is a bit more important.

So one of my friends' dads got deported a couple of weeks ago.

Things have been a bit weird around school with my friends and what-not.

I thought of this friends' dad as my own dad. My "dad" drinks and smokes and is never completely sober

so things are kind of hard when he comes up in every day life.

We have been through pretty much everything over the past year.

The track-listing

1. Annabelle

2. Mr.Right

3. She's Killing Me

4. On A Lonely Night(feat.Caitlin Harnett)

5. Dakota

6. Life Of The Party

7. Like We Used To

8. Where Did You Go?

9. Sometimes(feat.Brandon Wronski of Eye Alaska)

10. Baby Blue Eyes

11. Give A Damn

12. On Your Side

I always had a different A Rocket to the Moons' songs stuck in my head.It was a different song everyday. Ha. I only got it a couple of hours ago and I liked it.